So much forgotten already
So much forgotten
So much to forget
Once the idea of purity
born, all was lost
irrevocably
The Black Musician
in a house up the hill
**** in the woodpile
Skeleton in the closet
Sorry, Didn't mean you.
An old man, someone's
daughter
Arises
& sees us still in the room
of off-key piano & bad
paintings
him off to work
& new wife arriving
(The candle-forests of
Notre-Dame)
beggar nuns w/moving
smiles, small velvet sacks
& cataleptic eyes
straying to the gaudy
Mosaic calendar
Windows
I write like this
to seize you
give me your love, your
tired eyes, sad for
delivery
A small & undiscover'd
park-we ramble
And the posters scream
safe revolt
& the tired walls barely
fall, graffiti into
dry cement sand
an overfed vacuum
dust-clock
I remember freeways
Summer, beside you
Ocean-brother
Storms passing
electric fires in the night
"rain, night, misery-
the back-ends of wagons"
Shake it! Wanda,
fat stranded swamp
Woman
We still need you
Shake your roly-poly
Thighs inside that
Southern tent
So what.
It was really wild
She started nude & put
on her clothes
An old & cheap hotel
w/bums in the lobby
genteel bums of satisfied
poverty
Across the street, a
famous pool-hall
where the actors meet
former ace-home of
beat musicians
beat poets & beat
wanderers
in the Zen tradition
from China to the
Subway
in 4 easy lifetimes
Weeping, he left his pad
on orders from police
& furnishings hauled
away, all records &
momentos, & reporters
calculating tears &
curses for the press:
"I hope the Chinese junkies
get you"
& they will
for the poppy
rules the world
That handsome gentle
flower
Sweet Billy!
Do you remember
the snake
your lover
tender in the tumbled
brush-weed
sand & cactus
I do.
And I remember
Stars in the shotgun
night
eating ****
til the mind runs
clean
Is it rolling, God
in the Persian Night?
"There's a palace
in the canyon
where you & I
were born
Now I'm a lonely Man
Let me back into
the Garden
Blue Shadows
of the Canyon
I met you
& now you're gone
& now my dream is gone
Let me back into your Garden
A man searching
for lost Paradise
Can seem a fool
to those who never
sought the other world
Where friends do lie & drift
Insanely in
Their own private gardens"
The **** bloomed
& the paper walls
Trembled
A monster arrived
in the mirror
To mock the room
& its fool
alone
Give me songs
to sing
& emerald dreams
to dream
& I'll give you love
unfolding
Sun
underwater, it was
immediately strange
& familiar
the black boy's
from the boat, fins & mask,
Nostrils bled liquid
crystal blood
as they rose to surface
Rose & moved strong
in their wet world
Below was a Kingdom
Empire of still sand
& yes, party-colored
fishes
-they are the last
to leave
The gay sea
I eat you
avoiding your wordy
bones
& spit out pearls
The little girl gave
little cries of surprise
as the club struck
her sides
I was there
By the fire in the
Phonebooth
I saw them charge
& heard the indian
war-scream
felt the adrenalin
of flight-fear
the exhilaration of terror
sloshed drunk in
the flashy battle blood
Naked we come
& bruised we go
nude pastry
for the slow soft worms
below
This is my poem
for you
Great flowing funky flower'd beast
Great perfumed wreck of hell
Great good disease
& summer plague
Great god-damned ****-****
Mother-**** freak
You lie, you cheat,
you steal, you kill
you drink the Southern
Madness swill
of greed
you die utterly & alone
Mud up to your braces
Someone new in your
knickers
& who would that be?
You know
You know more
than you let on
Much more than you betray
Great slimy angel-****
you've been good to me
You really have
been swell to me
Tell them you came & saw
& look'd into my eyes
& saw the shadow
of the guard receding
Thoughts in time
& out of season
The Hitchiker stood
by the side of the road
& levelled his thumb
in the calm calculus
of reason.
One of the most mythologized and romanticized figures in rock history, Doors front man Jim Morrison
possessed a deep-seated anti-authoritarian streak that repeatedly
landed him in trouble. On Dec. 9, 1967, the rebellious rocker was
arrested at a Doors gig in New Haven, Conn., earning him the dubious
distinction of being, as far as we know, the first rock star ever
arrested onstage during a performance.
According to Doors keyboardist Ray Manzarek, Morrison was “making
out” with a female fan in the shower in the backstage area of the New
Haven Arena when a local police officer who was providing security for
the band — apparently not recognizing the singer — told them to vacate
the area, to which Morrison reportedly replied, “Eat it.” When the
officer brandished a can of Mace and warned, “Last chance,” the singer
retorted, “Last chance to eat it ‘ — earning himself a face full of Mace
for his defiance.
The officer apologized for the incident after the Doors’ manager told
him he had just Maced the lead singer of the very band he had been
hired to protect, admitting he hadn’t recognized Morrison. “Okay — if
you’re famous, you don’t get Maced,” Manzarek said. “If you’re just a kid making out, then you’re gonna get it. So it was like, ‘Hold it, man, it doesn’t work that way.’”
The concert was delayed to allow Morrison a chance to recover, and
when the band finally got on stage, the angry singer took the
opportunity to get back at the cops. During ‘Back Door Man,’ Morrison
recounted the experience in a profanity-laced tirade, reportedly
shouting, “The whole f—ing world hates me!” He taunted the police from
the stage, calling the officer who had hassled him a “little blue man in
a little blue hat,” as well as a “little blue pig.”
He added, “I’m just like you guys, man — he did it to me, they’ll do
it to you.” The cops responded by entering the stage and bring the show
to a halt. They took the singer into custody, causing a mini-riot as the
angry and disappointed crowd took to the streets of New Haven,
resulting in 13 additional arrests.
Morrison was charged with inciting a riot, indecency and public
obscenity. He posted a bond, but the charges were later dropped.
Unfortunately, the incident proved a sad harbinger of things to come;
fueled by his escalating problems with alcohol, Morrison was charged
with exposing himself at a concert in Miami on March 1, 1969, and he was
arrested on Nov. 11 of that year for heckling the flight crew of an airliner.
The Miami charges caused many cities and venues to ban the Doors,
effectively bring an end to the group’s touring career. Morrison was
subsequently convicted, but free on appeal when he was found dead in
his bathtub in Paris on July 3, 1971,
Jim's first arrest was on September 28, 1963 in Tallahasee, Florida with
charges of petty larceny, disturbing the peace, resisting arrest and
public drunkenness at a football game. Jim was allegedly, getting rowdy
and making fun of the football players and people in the crowd. He
then apparently, stole an umbrella and an officers helmet from the open
window of a police car. The charges were eventually dropped and he only
had to pay a small fine.
I can make the earth stop in its tracks. I made the blue cars go away.
I can make myself invisible or small. I can become gigantic & reach the farthest things. I can change the course of nature. I can place myself anywhere in space or time. I can summon the dead. I can perceive events on other worlds, in my deepest inner mind, & in the minds of others.
I can
I am ~~~
People need Connectors Writers, heroes, stars, leaders To give life form. A child’s sand boat facing the sun. Plastic soldiers in the miniature dirt war. Forts. Garage Rocket Ships
Ceremonies, theatre, dances To reassert Tribal needs & memories a call to worship, uniting above all, a reversion, a longing for family & the safety magic of childhood. ~~~
The grand highway is crowded w/ lovers & searchers & leavers so eager to please & forget
Wilderness ~~~
Now is blessed The rest remembered ~~~
A man rakes leaves into a heap in his yard, a pile, & leans on his rake & burns them utterly. The fragrance fills the forest children pause & heed the smell, which will become nostalgia in several years ~~~
Sirens Water Rain & Thunder Jet from the base Hot searing insect cry The frogs & crickets Doors open & close The smash of glass The Soft Parade An accident Rustle of silk, nylon Watering the dry grass Fire Bells Rattlesnake, whistles, castanets Lawn mower Good Humor man Skates & wagons Bikes ~~~
Where’d you learn about Satan- out of a book Love?- out of a box ~~~
night of sin (The Fall) -1st sex, a feeling of having done this same act in time before O No, not again ~~~
Between childhood, boyhood, adolescence & manhood (maturity) there should be sharp lines drawn w/ Tests, deaths, feats, rites stories, songs, & judgements ~~~
Men who go out on ships To escape sin & the mire of cities watch the placenta of evening stars from the deck, on their backs & cross the equator & perform rituals to exhume the dead dangerous initiations To mark passage to new levels
To feel on the verge of an exorcism a rite of passage To wait, or seek manhood enlightenment in a gun
I have never heard of a man as honest as Jim Morrison.
"Listen,
real poetry doesn't say anything; it just ticks off the possibilities.
Opens all doors. You can walk through anyone that suits you." -Jim Morrison
"Each generation wants new symbols, new people, new names. They want to divorce themselves from their predecessors." -Jim Morrison
"Some of the worst mistakes of my life have been haircuts." -Jim Morrison
"I
think of myself as an intelligent, sensitive human being with the soul
of a clown which always forces me to blow it at the most important
moments." -Jim Morrison
"There are things known and things unknown and in between are the doors." -Jim Morrison